thursday morning dreamt of her.funnily enough..it had a bus journey in it..now whats with bus journeys..weird..so anyways..got outta bed and headed for FS class today..much as i didnt want to... -sigh- scrapped watchin the sneaks of S.W.A.T. coz i wasnt feeling too good and the people i was supposed to watch with screwed up big time at the very last minute..so i got pretty damn pissed..couple that with a poundin headache and fever..disastrous..catastrophic even..slept till abt 5 plus...woke up..took a cold shower drank some water and went back to sleep..got up at 7-ish..icq-ed marilyn then went for dinner and have been awake since..watched LOTR:The Two Towers to keep myself awake for the man utd match at 3am..been talkin to marilyn all the time on msn whilst watching..have to thank dylanne for her advice of sorts...had a long chat with marilyn last time too..and we promised each other never to forget one another..and by God am i going to fulfill that promise...and when she made me promise her the same thing...man...chinx will call this drama but i don't give a damn..i really felt like cryin my eyes out...not because of anything else but because of the strong mix of feelings that i felt at that time..

if only you knew.if only you saw.see what i see in you.feel what i feel for you...


N'Sync-If Only In Heaven's Eyes