sunday morning just got home from chijmes.was watching birmingham v leeds and chelsea v wolves..psp2 walkthrough was surprisingly easier than expected.polympics..well.i guess 3rd place is a pretty good result.got banged up a little.back and right foot.so went out with chris szewei jolene sengkee.went to queensway and town.ended up at far east plaza cos chris wanted to cut his hair.after jolene left. we ended up some chinese-muslim makan place (called chahaya i think) to eat claypot rice.and then my heart sank.literally.saw her with a friend.shouldnt mean much but i think too much.so i've been abit bothered by that ever since.it's pretty stupid i think.i mean.i love that girl loads.so what? perhaps i'm thinking too much.paranoid if you want to call it that way.but i'm just worried that it'll end up with me getting my ass handed to me on a platter when i find out that i've got no chance at all.really sucks big time.told chris and sze wei just now.the feelings are all mixed and can be described in one or two ways: "can cry" and "can die"..it seems like i'm so near yet so far from where i hope things will go..-hands to heaven- -buries face in hands- wonder if what yiwen asked me last time round was a hint of sorts.-sigh-

The Moffatts - Misery