thursday morning first things first.i'm beginning to feel the strain of school and church work all put together..church in particular.is giving me problems.
i'm having doubts about the upcoming sports day thing that we're suposed to have next month but i'm just not up to it.i dont feel like doing it.i REGRET even taking up the job to help plan for it.its not right for desiree and pyc in general..
life as it is right now.its great.but i just want to spend more time fulfilling the dreams and ambitions that i have whilst in NP..cca-wise i'm doing more than fine.in fact.i'm doin very well.was appointed into the main committee of NP Floorball taking up the post of secretary.so thats all well and good.and being a senior buddy.cant get anymore fulfilling than teaching other students now can it? i never thought that i'd be a senior buddy last year but here i am.in-charge of 1W05.a mobile computing class no doubt.but i have faith in my abilities.i'm about to join ICT Society.hopefully as a main comm. member.but it doesnt really matter now if i'm in main comm or not because i've already got my floorball..
relationships u say? hah.bet u guys have been havin fun readin how my many 'exploits' have turned out since i first came to NP.geraldine.wanyi.sarah.hah.clare u ask? well.thats all in the past too.first met her in sec 2 or 3.and that's that.we're just old friends-if old's even the word to use-catching up with each other and stuff..but finally in the end when all's said and done.their really two or three people (girls for now yar?) that i can really fall back on: anne and marilyn.maybe they've had a hand in shaping my life maybe not.but anne.yeah definitely.marilyn.i dont know.but bgr aside.i figure i'm having good rapport with most of the people i know.so yeap..
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i did a real damn LONG entry last night but blogger decided to hang so i'm doing a 2nd entry which is this.and its definitely not as long as the original
am just too tired this days.mentally drained as well as physically tired.yesterday's match was a very classic example of fatigue playing a big factor in the players.even then.we had no reasons to lose to Merahans 11-5.i scored one goal.but that's pointless given the scoreline when i scored.we were already 11-4 down with 10 or 15 seconds to go before my one-time volley went in.i'm just keeping my fingers crossed that we're up to it on sunday.i'm damn keen on winning and going to next week's finals.i want a medal..
totally drained..
i'm having doubts about the upcoming sports day thing that we're suposed to have next month but i'm just not up to it.i dont feel like doing it.i REGRET even taking up the job to help plan for it.its not right for desiree and pyc in general..
life as it is right now.its great.but i just want to spend more time fulfilling the dreams and ambitions that i have whilst in NP..cca-wise i'm doing more than fine.in fact.i'm doin very well.was appointed into the main committee of NP Floorball taking up the post of secretary.so thats all well and good.and being a senior buddy.cant get anymore fulfilling than teaching other students now can it? i never thought that i'd be a senior buddy last year but here i am.in-charge of 1W05.a mobile computing class no doubt.but i have faith in my abilities.i'm about to join ICT Society.hopefully as a main comm. member.but it doesnt really matter now if i'm in main comm or not because i've already got my floorball..
relationships u say? hah.bet u guys have been havin fun readin how my many 'exploits' have turned out since i first came to NP.geraldine.wanyi.sarah.hah.clare u ask? well.thats all in the past too.first met her in sec 2 or 3.and that's that.we're just old friends-if old's even the word to use-catching up with each other and stuff..but finally in the end when all's said and done.their really two or three people (girls for now yar?) that i can really fall back on: anne and marilyn.maybe they've had a hand in shaping my life maybe not.but anne.yeah definitely.marilyn.i dont know.but bgr aside.i figure i'm having good rapport with most of the people i know.so yeap..
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i did a real damn LONG entry last night but blogger decided to hang so i'm doing a 2nd entry which is this.and its definitely not as long as the original
am just too tired this days.mentally drained as well as physically tired.yesterday's match was a very classic example of fatigue playing a big factor in the players.even then.we had no reasons to lose to Merahans 11-5.i scored one goal.but that's pointless given the scoreline when i scored.we were already 11-4 down with 10 or 15 seconds to go before my one-time volley went in.i'm just keeping my fingers crossed that we're up to it on sunday.i'm damn keen on winning and going to next week's finals.i want a medal..
totally drained..
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