sunday morning saturday was pretty shaky..woke up feeling sick so popped 2 panadols and went to sleep.apologies to shaun ben wenru and all the other WJ people..so anyhow..went for quick lunch with my parents later in the afternoon before heading to school for "light" training.all the frustration that i've harboured for the past year finally came out in a short burst just as training was about to be concluded.see.what happened was.we were having our practice game and i was marking fahmi.he decided to do an airhook for which i had noway of tackling so i just placed my stick and body in front of him to try to stop him from runnin towards goal.but how was i to know he'd step and slip on my blade.so he injured his ankle again.stooped down to apologise and check on his condition and thats when things got abit too much for me.for starters.i know i'm not well-liked among the NPFB people.but i dont appreciate backstabbing and people talking behind my back.so when cedrick shouted "f- you la jason".the temperature rose.and when fariz came over and pushed me over (no doubt out of fun) and said the same thing.i lost my head.stood up shouted at him and then walked out of training.sat at the snack bar to cool off before heading to change and take a quick shower before dad picked me up for dinner

so now.to put things in perspective.especially myself.am i really that bad a person? perhaps i am.talked to a few people recently and i think i have to agree with them that i've gotta be more humble.something within me always says i cant lose out to people.that i've got to be better than most.so perhaps that's why i'm always keen to take up a challenge and prove to people that i can do it.so yes.i accept the criticism and i'm keen to take up THIS challenge of improving myself as a person..so anyhows.apologies to all for the flare up.apologies for all the shit i've done and for all the things that i might do in future