wednesday been almost 2 weeks since i last blogged.but oh well.was pretty busy with assignments and then chinese new year came along.lo and behold.i fell real sick with severe follicular tonsillitis and high fever.knocked me out for the whole week.so poof.there goes chinese new year..DAMNIT!
anyhows.valentines' day came and went without much of a bang.was out with 2 of the 'gay brothers' for dinner at holland village.sat there and saw groups of girls going to wala-wala to have dinner in possibly their own 'lesbian' outing.haha! so then.after dinner.the damnest funniest thing i'd ever done on v-day.suddenly decided to get a bouquet of flowers for marilyn.so from holland.took a cab all the way down to kembangan to meet her there.so now.that brings us to the question of "why her?".well.of all honesty.i still feel she's the one that i've had the most fond memories of (of times when we went out.studied together and all that).finally in the end i just miss those times.times when we talked on the phone every night and all that we used to do.
-side note: the song on the radio now is not helping.not one bit-
so yeah.i guess that's why.julian asked if i still liked her.do i? i do and i guess for 3 years now.it's the longest i've EVER liked somebody