boredom.

tuesday i hate being on mc. it's not that i don't appreciate the time at home but because i've got nowhere to go and no one to meet. not that there really isn't anywhere or anyone but merely because SAF law dictates that i stay home no matter what. so it's irritating. i'm stuck watching the same shows on cable. playing my xbox360 and fm on my laptop (and sometimes all at the same time). a part of me can't wait to get back into the army routine yet i'm so sick of it i don't feel like going back anymore. hah! funny isn't it. from a person who was looking forward to ns. from a person who wants to sign on. hmm.. like i said, after a while, patience and enthusiasm will eventually wear off and that's where i find myself at now. lacking both. the next 2 weeks can't pass fast enough. 2 more book-ins/outs, going through the process of getting to pasir ris interchange on time, falling in and the doing what we all hate to do: rush to wait and wait to rush. speaking of booking-in and out. i think i'll be booking out at 8pm on saturday. not that i mind because i've got to go for remedial training for SOC given that i've been away for almost 10 days now. the amount of things that i've missed.. my goodness.. i'm in a world of trouble.. but hey. 2 more weeks. hanging on..

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i like this quote.. got it from estee:

i'm big but we're smaller than small.
smaller because in the scheme of things,
we're nothing at all.