that sick feeling.

thursday thank goodness tomorrow's a holiday because i could really use the rest. my stomach's feeling funny and i think i'm down with stomach flu again.

anyway. i am so beyond frustrated with some things that i just want to stand at the top of a building and scream my head off. why bother asking me when do i want to return to singapore for good when the date has already been confirmed?

"i want to hear your opinion..blah blah." i have finished my 1 year obligation and more, i do not want to stay any more than what was planned for. this "exigency of service" that has forced me to stay even longer is a whole load of bull because that means i am due fair compensation. regardless, i continue to get my overseas allowance till the day i fly off but money is hardly the problem is it?

money isn't going to buy happiness. money isn't going to make me want to stay till the stipulated date. sure, i can take the money, pretend to be happy and go along with it. and i will. only because i have no choice anymore. so, 25th may. any longer than that then forgive me for kicking up a ruckus.