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sunday afternoon jokes and fun aside, even between friends, there is a line that cannot be crossed. step over the line and you are pushing the limits. a few are moving towards crossing that line and once crossed, you can forget about finding your way back into my good books.

you want to take me for granted, take things without asking, taking them and then losing it? well. what more can i say? tell me how happy you are when people do the same to you. i'm not angry... not yet anyway. i'm just frustrated. very frustrated.

call me harsh and unforgiving. call me what you will. but i'm a person who's loyal to his friends and i expect the same. step over the line and that loyalty turns into something else.

yes. i can be vicious and vengeful. but even then, it's towards a select "special" few.

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revision is going well so far. am already done studying for my first paper and i'm moving onto the next module. it's fairly intimidating when no materials are permitted for the exams. it makes me feel... insecure if you will. no matter how much i've studied for it, there's always that niggling feeling that i missed out on something important or haven't covered any topic as thoroughly as i would like to. then there's the nightmare of freezing up in the exam hall. it has only happened once and the feeling stinks..