friday morning i'm really goin insane man..really..i am..got so much on my mind and this week has been very hectic..eileen's weddin is drawin nearer..i think i'm ready for her mass.so that's fine..basic theory test was on wednesday..laughed quite abit at the questions..but i'll keep quiet on whether i think i'll pass or fail..heh..for fear of repercussions (well.i did say i'd pass on my 1st try didnt i?).am in a physically good condition i think.body's in real good shape though i think i need more work on my upper body..too small.hai..see? more worries (albeit self-inflicted)..need some relief now too.am really goin crazy over her..some how the dang n'syc song really fits now.."i drive myself crazy.wanting you the way that i do".. =| but hey! idea! hanni..lets get together yeah? we'll both be pleased we've got a bf and a gf.hahaha -slaps self- what'd i tell ya? i'm goin insane..dun have to take any retests or recoursework but i'm still stressed out..lookin forward to next tuesday..floorball..but damnit..she'll be there too..so not really looking forward to it =| duno man..mind and heart are both in a mess.. -sigh-