wednesday i take back some of the things i said in the previous post.i'm not 70-80% anti-t15 most of the time.i dont hate them.i just get easily irritated by them.its the little things that they do over a long period of time that really takes me to the brink of snapping..at the same time.i feel sorely misunderstood.went for the 2nd interview for the icts thing.lets just say i wont be making main comm.but i'll give it a shot anyway.not that i'm really optimistic.anyhows.back to me being misunderstood.was told i like to be by myself alot.in a way yeah.i do.but its always because i find myself facing a big (20 over in this case) group that has known one another for a year plus or know each other through the orientation camp or orientation activities.i mean.yeah.i wouldnt mind joining in the group to talk crap and stuff.but fact is.i feel really uncomfortable joining a clique/group that has been around for quite a while.i know some of them.but that doesnt mean they know me right? -shrugs- bottom line.i feel very out of place within the icts community.somehow me running for main comm just doesnt seem right..

vindicated yet i'm misunderstood..