sunday morning realised my fiery streak has returned recently.i hope things will take a turn for the better once i've cleared my assignments and definitely once we've all gotten over this year's ivp which hasn't gone well at all.we've yet to score a goal and have already conceeded 11.there's no way we're even able to fight for 5th/6th placing now to be real honest

went through a period of self-reflection just now.realised that i've got to be more humble.attribute it to over-confidence.but that's the way i am.confident of my own abilities but sometimes not knowing my limits.i guess thats where tim's advice recently.really hammers home.take for example the present ivp.i was pretty sure i would be in the starting line-up for the 1st game at least.and what happened? i was not played at all.voiced my opinions and got benched for the 2nd game (though that may not be the real reason behind it).and in all probability.having flared up in training today.i'm preparing myself to sit out this tuesday despite assurances of sort from lim that i'll be playing.i guess i need to accept the fact of life that as long as you're not liked (and i know i'm not well-liked).it doesnt matter whether anot you're a good player/worker because politics will always play a part and thus friendships and so-called loyalty will be put to the test no matter what