light at the end of the tunnel

sunday afternoon tired. just plain tired. had my actual IPPT and SOC on consecutive days. had my 16km route march on friday (while everyone else did 24) and the POP rehearsals that really drained us all. didn't help that our first proper rehearsal was done in the rain and we carried on even though there was a Cat 1 warning. so naturally we were all pissed. to add to that, the SSM isn't exactly the most well-liked person among the recruits now for all his nagginess. it's understandable given what he's trying to do but sometimes he just needs to chill and relax more instead of scolding us. damnit. we're not performing well because of the pain in our feet and i think it's plain stupid to put a rehearsal the day after a route march with everyone tired and obviously wanting to go home. so yeah. POP's on tuesday. i'll be back in camp on thursday night for my hand grenade throw on friday and possible the following week to do my 24km march. but well. the day we've all been waiting for is finally upon us. guess we can't ask for anything more now can we?