backstabbings.

monday well. title says it all. am having mixed feelings. upset? definitely. angry? that's a given. yet there really isn't much that i can do. salvage the friendships? i'm having second thoughts about it. what pisses me off the most is that both of them go on as if nothing has happened when clearly there has been changes. i've been tolerating the blatant lies and for that many years of friendship, this blow is especially hard to take. and as terence puts it bluntly: "if they aren't apologetic about it, fuck them. there are better friends to turn to. bigger things to worry about."

how true that all seems now.