cold.
monday morning i've been uncharacteristically cold lately. been numb to all that's been happening and very distant from what matters at times. right now nothing matters to me more than the need to pack and be back in singapore. it's been a longtime coming and oddly enough, there's a part of me that doesn't want to leave.
why? because the past 1 year has been a taste of what it feels like, living the high life of sorts. having that sort of spending power. the sort of freedom that one will never get in singapore. the social status. the whole works. all of which i will leave behind here. i know i won't be able to afford all these in singapore, much less in australia.
so yes. the cold me has to go too.
and for a change, little sis wasn't wasted last night. hah!
another long week ahead. can't wait for saturday though. alex and gang will be in taipei for their r&r after 2 months of running around in the jungles and hills of south taiwan. should be a blast. always is when alex is around. his nonsense is infectious.
then may will really be a blur. the rush to clear my own mess in office (which i hope is minimal) and then whilst teaching my understudy whatever i can, there's shuren to entertain when he's here. at the same time, saying farewell to a lot of friends. then on the 25th. i'll be on my way back home.
home. there's only one place i can truly call home and that's where my family is. that nice cosy private apartment along sims avenue and geylang. that nice cosy apartment where 4 of us live though i miss the days when my maternal grandmother used to stay with us. heh. nostalgic at 1235am. what the hell eh?
so. a really long and incoherent post. just random thoughts that come to mind right now. so much for "我差不多要睡了。 明天再跟你聊吧。。" hah!
why? because the past 1 year has been a taste of what it feels like, living the high life of sorts. having that sort of spending power. the sort of freedom that one will never get in singapore. the social status. the whole works. all of which i will leave behind here. i know i won't be able to afford all these in singapore, much less in australia.
so yes. the cold me has to go too.
and for a change, little sis wasn't wasted last night. hah!
another long week ahead. can't wait for saturday though. alex and gang will be in taipei for their r&r after 2 months of running around in the jungles and hills of south taiwan. should be a blast. always is when alex is around. his nonsense is infectious.
then may will really be a blur. the rush to clear my own mess in office (which i hope is minimal) and then whilst teaching my understudy whatever i can, there's shuren to entertain when he's here. at the same time, saying farewell to a lot of friends. then on the 25th. i'll be on my way back home.
home. there's only one place i can truly call home and that's where my family is. that nice cosy private apartment along sims avenue and geylang. that nice cosy apartment where 4 of us live though i miss the days when my maternal grandmother used to stay with us. heh. nostalgic at 1235am. what the hell eh?
so. a really long and incoherent post. just random thoughts that come to mind right now. so much for "我差不多要睡了。 明天再跟你聊吧。。" hah!
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