Phase 2: School of Infantry Specialists

saturday morning you know how it feels to have a dream crushed. crushed not by your own lack of effort but by events and eventualities that conspire to prevent you from living your dream, to prevent you from even getting close? devastated. that is how i felt and still feel. am i sore about it? perhaps. but do i blame others? maybe. i'm just thankful that at least i'm in command school. SISPEC. never thought i'd end up there since i was on course for WSO(Fighter). God's plan perhaps? i guess so. maybe i'm meant to study first before anything else so i guess i'll have to wait and see. am happy for my friends in OCS though. hopefully i'll work my way in as well come december, right after BSLC when a crossover takes place..

anyhows. came back a few hours ago from KL. trip was pretty last minute and pretty short. 3 days 2 nights to get away from here. bought myself 2 nike shirts, a nike jacket, a crumpler bag, a cotton shirt and a couple of books. retail therapy. haha. whoever said it was for the female gender only? hah!