pre-christmas...

thursday morning well.. am at The Gallery Hotel now. guess the pre-christmas party was good though we kinda expected more people but heck. it was still good all the same. partied with julian terrence serene peiwen and annie. met up with richard at velvet so it was all cool.

was doing following the despatch bus for the hell of it yesterday. went to cpc to "deliver" a present to my dad's former PA, angeline. spent close to 30 minutes talking to her when i saw her. haha!

tomorrow's the day where all will be decided. PES A or C. it's all up to dr. chin now. frankly, i'm still not sure what is it i want. i would love to go back to combat but as it is, i don't think i'm physically ready yet at the same time, i miss the comaraderie of combat training. it's the little things that you remember in times of hardship and at those times, its where the bonds are formed. so as it is, i'm in a way still undecided but well, it's all not in my hands.

been almost 1 year. somehow i still miss her. doesn't help that some songs that are played on radio somehow remind me of her. at the same time, i'm starting to recall all the times we had, good and bad. guess that's what happens eh? time to time i look back and wonder what went wrong. hmm..