sunday morning saturday was pretty good.but ended on abit of a sour note.think i shall forget about fighting for vice-captency and even committee member in NP floorball.seems like they (the present comm.) don't like me cos of my style of play.well..-shrugs- maybe i solo abit too much.but who's to blame if i'm always put together with people who play like shit? i suppose what vasan says its true.be more of a team player instead of wanting to win every game.but my nature's such.i want to win as much as possible.then again who doesnt? it gets frustrating and sometimes depressing to play with people whom i cant communicate with and/or people who just arent as serious as i am.was told that i'm trying to hard to force my way into the ivp team.-shrugs- i'm just doing what i think i need to (if anyone realises.i'm trying to justify why i do what i do).after missing out on the last IVP..despite carrying a slight injury.was a blow to see one or two players who didnt deserve their spot in the team sheet.whatever it is.i dont think i'm really bothered? it hurt the way daren (present captain/president) put it across to me.but i'd rather he'd did it in private instead of in front of 9 people..he says i dont listen to what he or anyone else advises..but how am i to please everyone if everyone has their own point of view and their own advice on matters?

Lord, do not bring us to the test but deliver us from evil
grant that i have the strength to be who i am
grant that i have what it takes to be who you want me to be
Lord, thy will be done as always...