epiphany.
friday morning decided to edit out my entry. don't want it to sound so pessimistic. so anyway. by this time next month, i'll be in taiwan. can't say that i'm really looking forward to it nor can i say that i'm not. but first things first. the past 2 months or so have been a whirlwind of events and happenings in my life. i've been blessed with great friends and the 3 that have occupied my life the past 2 months rank among the best i've had so far.
it pains me to have to tackle the challenge of taiwan knowing that the people that i always count on are in singapore or in australia. basically i'm at it by myself. i'll miss the company of shuren, sangar, shaun and ben. i'll definitely miss yeni, lini and julian. it's funny how in a span of 2 months the 4 of us have come to be close friends (i think?) and how we end up being where we are now all because of an invitation to a church dinner sometime in december last year.
who knows what the future will bring for us? lini and julian are heading back to australia. yeni will be in singapore. and much as i want to be here for her, life has other plans. she's got her own pillar of support in the form of the other guy (if he's around) and anna. well. i guess there's really nothing much else i can do. i'll dare admit though, i'll miss her a lot. the same for lini, julian, shuren and my other army buddies. one year sure is a long time. guess we'll have a reunion of sorts come december when i'm back. 5th march can't come any sooner nor can it come any later..
i don't know what to expect in taiwan but i'm determined to make the most of it. be it saving up for australia or making the best out of my situation. i don't want to let anything stand in my way of giving my best in work and play. taiwan's meant to be a fun posting that everyone wants and i'm lucky enough to get it. so there. make or break time.
i shan't talk anymore about my emotions. the past few days/weeks have been a roller coaster that i don't know what to feel anymore. i really don't. so let's just leave it as that.
it pains me to have to tackle the challenge of taiwan knowing that the people that i always count on are in singapore or in australia. basically i'm at it by myself. i'll miss the company of shuren, sangar, shaun and ben. i'll definitely miss yeni, lini and julian. it's funny how in a span of 2 months the 4 of us have come to be close friends (i think?) and how we end up being where we are now all because of an invitation to a church dinner sometime in december last year.
who knows what the future will bring for us? lini and julian are heading back to australia. yeni will be in singapore. and much as i want to be here for her, life has other plans. she's got her own pillar of support in the form of the other guy (if he's around) and anna. well. i guess there's really nothing much else i can do. i'll dare admit though, i'll miss her a lot. the same for lini, julian, shuren and my other army buddies. one year sure is a long time. guess we'll have a reunion of sorts come december when i'm back. 5th march can't come any sooner nor can it come any later..
i don't know what to expect in taiwan but i'm determined to make the most of it. be it saving up for australia or making the best out of my situation. i don't want to let anything stand in my way of giving my best in work and play. taiwan's meant to be a fun posting that everyone wants and i'm lucky enough to get it. so there. make or break time.
i shan't talk anymore about my emotions. the past few days/weeks have been a roller coaster that i don't know what to feel anymore. i really don't. so let's just leave it as that.
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