ooh-gling.

thursday morning ogling the new car that dad bought sends excitement down my neck. can't wait. bye nissan, hello volkswagen! i'll miss the reverse camera and being able to watch dvds in the car but oh well!

rush.

wednesday morning things have been a bit more hectic than anticipated. mid-semester break is around the corner and i'm not sure if i'm excited or not. it just seems.. unreal. a part of me still hasn't come to terms with the need to stay on an additional semester. it's frustrating.

i won't say things have been going well or not. they just happen to be.. fluctuating. i find myself a bit more irritated by the slightest of things. some people annoy me more than they did last time but perhaps that's due to what they've been doing to me.

case in point. i hate being taken advantage of or being taken for granted. i detest condescending people. inability to be responsible irks me as well.

saya tidak bisa menerima ini lagi :(

unsw asia.

tuesday afternoon and i quote francesca on why she didn't go to unsw in sydney after the singapore campus closed:

"I could, but I didn't want to! what kind of school that I'm learning commerce from sets up a business and closes it within a few months!"

how true.. how true.. hahahaha..

五月天 – 聽不到

夜　黑夜　寂寞的夜裡
氣　生氣　對自己生氣
軟弱的電話　又打給你

想　聽你　那邊的空氣
有　什麼　精采的話題
你還是溫柔　給我婉轉的距離

我的聲音在笑　淚在飆　電話那頭的你可知道
世界若是那麼大　為何我要忘你　無處逃
我的聲音在笑　淚在飆　電話那頭的你可知道
世界若是那麼小　為何我的真心　你聽不到

會　很會　偽裝我自己
你　不該　背我的秘密
沈重都給我　微笑給你

奔　狂奔　空曠的感情
走　暴走　暴走的傷心
透明的嘆息　最後還是我的秘密

我的聲音在笑　淚在飆　電話那頭的你可知道
世界若是那麼大　為何我要忘你　無處逃
我的聲音在笑　淚在飆　電話那頭的你可知道
世界若是那麼小　為何我的真心　你聽不到

你聽不到　你聽不到

聽不到聽不到我的執著　撲通撲通一直在跳
直到你有一天能夠明暸　我做得到我做得到

我的聲音在笑　淚在飆　電話那頭的你可知道
世界若是那麼大　為何我要忘你　無處逃
我的聲音在笑　淚在飆　電話那頭的你可知道
世界若是那麼小　為何我的真心　你聽不到

你聽不到　你聽不到　啦??　你聽不到　你聽不到　你聽不到

fradulant.

sunday night weekend was awesome, spent a couple of days in sydney. caught up with some "old" friends and made many new ones. the welcome reception at sheraton hotel was very different from what we had at the high commission. quite liked the set up save for the lack of food..

anyhows. had a phone call from the bank on friday. apparently my card was copied and someone has spent about $400-500 of my money in canberra when i'm in sydney. i'm deeply perplexed as to how that can happen considering i did not lend my card to anyone nor do i recall going to any "dodgy" places and using my card there.

point being, i'm surviving on cash i have in the wallet and funds that i have transferred to zongyao to withdraw for me. so fcuked.

indon test tomorrow and i haven't read most of it.. and my word, corporate strategy has truckloads to read.. shit!

shout.

wednesday morning if only it were that easy to get over someone or something. apparently not. oh well. life's a bitch. suck it up and move on.

have a nice life.

isn't that's what they say sometimes?

whatever.

tuesday morning i don't like people who choose the easy way out.. despise them at times. but who can blame them? some aren't as mentally strong as others but such is life.

weekend was alright despite it being a long weekend. headed to sydney on saturday, bateman's bay on sunday and caught up on the readings on monday.

another trip to sydney beckons on thursday for the welcome reception there. which reminds me, welcome reception last friday was great. didn't eat much of the food but i'm more pleased with how everything went. weather was a downer but the turn out was still good despite the heavy rain and all.

end..or is it?

monday morning so much for sorting things out.

running and drumming.

friday morning felt good running again. 10km. nothing much exciting save for the knee popping halfway through but i still managed to finish it.

resting for the weekend and we'll see what comes next.

welcome reception at the high commission later today. drumming has improved a fair bit over the year but it's not anywhere near what i would like considering the infrequent amount of drumming time i have but it still is one of the most relaxing things ever.

dad and sis are traveling overseas for work. means mum's home alone. hai.. makes me wish i were home too.

adelaide has been postponed due to inward bound. hope i make it this year.
sydney and batemans await this weekend.